<br><div><aside class="gnt_em gnt_em__fp gnt_em_vp__tp gnt_em__el" aria-label="Video - Kelly Osbourne wants you to know that despite fame, she was bullied"/><p class="gnt_ar_b_p"><a target="_blank" href="/story/entertainment/celebrities/2020/08/09/kelly-osbourne-loses-85-pounds-tells-fans-it-feels-good/3330916001/" rel="noopener" data-t-l=":b|e|inline click|${u}" class="gnt_ar_b_a">Kelly Osbourne</a> is opening up about her recent <a target="_blank" href="/story/entertainment/celebrities/2021/01/26/dax-shepard-says-he-did-not-want-to-go-public-his-relapse/4256938001/" rel="noopener" data-t-l=":b|e|inline click|${u}" class="gnt_ar_b_a">lapse in sobriety.</a></p><p class="gnt_ar_b_p">The 36-year-old daughter of Ozzy and <a target="_blank" href="/story/entertainment/tv/2021/04/16/sharon-osbourne-talks-bill-maher-after-leaving-the-talk/7246840002/" rel="noopener" data-t-l=":b|e|inline click|${u}" class="gnt_ar_b_a">Sharon Osbourne</a> revealed she relapsed on alcohol after nearly four years of sobriety following a "nervous breakdown" during the COVID-19 pandemic lockdown. </p><p class="gnt_ar_b_p">"I don't know why my nervous breakdown happened at the end of the lockdown, I made it all the way through, everything was great, and my life was perfect," she said in an interview with <a target="_blank" href="https://extratv.com/2021/04/27/kelly-osbourne-talks-falling-off-the-wagon-90-lb-weight-loss-cancel-culture-and-new-podcast/" rel="noopener" data-t-l=":b|e|inline click|${u}" class="gnt_ar_b_a">Extra</a> Tuesday. "I'm that girl that when everything is going great, I need to (expletive) it up a little and make everything a little bit worse in my life."</p><p class="gnt_ar_b_p"><strong>'It feels good':</strong> <a target="_blank" href="/story/entertainment/celebrities/2020/08/09/kelly-osbourne-loses-85-pounds-tells-fans-it-feels-good/3330916001/" rel="noopener" data-t-l=":b|e|inline click|${u}" class="gnt_ar_b_a">Kelly Osbourne wows fans with 85-pound weight loss</a></p><p class="gnt_ar_b_p"><strong>'I’m angry':</strong> <a target="_blank" href="/story/entertainment/tv/2021/04/16/sharon-osbourne-talks-bill-maher-after-leaving-the-talk/7246840002/" rel="noopener" data-t-l=":b|e|inline click|${u}" class="gnt_ar_b_a">Sharon Osbourne speaks out after exiting 'The Talk' in racial controversy</a></p><figure class="gnt_em gnt_em_img"><img class="gnt_em_img_i" style="height:466px" data-g-r="lazy" src="https://www.gannett-cdn.com/presto/2021/04/28/USAT/e8a76ad6-5ea6-4f91-ba40-ba1b511d9567-GTY_1189826411.JPG?width=660&height=466&fit=crop&format=pjpg&auto=webp" srcset="https://www.gannett-cdn.com/presto/2021/04/28/USAT/e8a76ad6-5ea6-4f91-ba40-ba1b511d9567-GTY_1189826411.JPG?width=1320&height=932&fit=crop&format=pjpg&auto=webp 2x" decoding="async" alt="Kelly Osbourne is opening up about her lapse in sobriety."/></figure><p class="gnt_ar_b_p">The "Project Runway Junior" judge said she convinced herself that she was no longer "an addict anymore" after experiencing a string of personal highs, including "all of my career goals happening" and landing an "incredible boyfriend." </p><p class="gnt_ar_b_p">But the star said her recent relapse has solidified that she will have to fight for her sobriety "for the rest of my life," adding, "It’s never going to be easy."</p><aside aria-label="advertisement" class="gnt_m gnt_x gnt_x__lbl gnt_x__al"/><p class="gnt_ar_b_p">"I am an addict and had thought that I had enough time under my belt and I could drink like a normal person, and it turns out I cannot and I will never be normal," she said. "I don’t know why I even tried it. It’s not for me and it took me a matter of days and I was like done, not doing this."</p><p class="gnt_ar_b_p">Osbourne said she "came clean"...</p></div> <style> .wrapper { text-align: center; } </style> <div class="wrapper"> <a class="button" href ="https://www.usatoday.com/story/entertainment/celebrities/2021/04/27/kelly-osbourne-reveals-relapse-after-four-years-sober/4865259001/">Read more <span>➤</span></a> </div>